Once death...

So near of dying, with the poisonous rapture,
every little day feeling an acute pain
heat, cold hunting my only fracture
every second believing that it will end

I feel the sting upon me...
no seeing, breathing
my blood it´s curse
the heart just stops.

The black menace, the parasite
put his legacy on my hate
my arms are bleeding it
once death now barely breathing

No point of return, no bridges
so near every single time
i just need to...

Reality (Version 1)

Souvenirs, café, chatting, words,
goodbyes, laughs, jokes, nights,
as much that they are
reality it´s so cruel, so fuck up

I´m feeling an excuse , simple solace
locked inside my mind, sitting alone

Need to heal... need to die
a death takes my hand
blinds me and suffocates me
reality it´s so mean, so fuck up

Take this pain away dear god
Take this dark inside my lost
Take this eyes from the ghosts
Take this head away dear Father

Expression

I just want to cry
in the end of all
lapses i should go
to die alone

I don´t feel safer, i don´t feel holy
after all this, who i must be?

You keep telling me it´s not wrong
but i´m sure you just shut
seeing there`s no hope for us
i am bleeding so much

I just feel dry...
tearing me apart...
the only one...
who plays his cards...

the music starts to killin` me

White Butterfly

Beauty wings cover on light, you are the fallen ones,
giving strength to my heart, dance to the rhythm of life,
so pure the flying is, drags me down to the floor,
there´s no more pain, your souls can sleep at last.

So fly, fly away butterfly
cover me with no more demise
Dance, dance again butterfly
see you in a long, long time.

No more shields

Now it´s time to say the truth
cause sometimes i shut my words
and fear overcomes to the legs
as my mind can´t let go the day

I´ve been thinking in myths and scripts
ever against me, ever against reality
but i can feel the need to live
hold you tight and let pass immortality

Ready to face the days of burden
and walk beside new paceful thoughts
just let me prove that this is true
or this is just a dream on the moon?

But maybe this letter can´t explain
this is just the way i am
´n could it be i´m the rain
but i´m holding to be with you tonight

Hold

For now, it´s all yours the distance
i hope you can see me through
all the mist and blind silence
that you remember me as i do

I want to stay with you
however this proves all wrong
not for you, not for me, but for us
if you see me again... be free

And love me as i do
hold me tight as i do
give me everythin´ as i do
just be truth as i do

Cause we are strong
give me all yourself
deceiving us just hurts
´n you know we are true

Speak your love to me
as i need to hear it from you...

Miss you

Yeah, i know me so far away
maybe all could change
or better things will come
to make us whole ´n grow

But i´m sure of the time
it´s the right path this life
still i´m missing you
no matter the facts ´n woes

You are here, always
in my mind, soul, heart
in every choice i make
the night is now but fades

To let you know, i´m fine
if you still believe in me
if you heart stays here
and never and ever leaves me...